Earlier this morning I caught myself singing or humming a praise song kind of out loud. You should also know I was doing this at work in an open cubicle environment at an advertising agency. I didn't care. But what got my attention was I realized I was doing this somewhat subconsciously during the crisis of the moment.
The last few weeks have been kind of brutal. My work has been stressful. My home life has been difficult (I seem to be attracting plumbing problems at an alarming rate). My relationships have been stressful (my fault). My favorite football teams have been losing every weekend. My favorite baseball team has been awful for years. Gas is expensive. Everything else is too. I still don't have a Nintendo Wii.
DON'T MISUNDERSTAND: I know that many other people have it much worse than I do. I'm NOT complaining. I just wanted you to know that--if you're looking at me saying "He's got it all together"--you're only partially right.
If we choose God, He will make joy complete. If we praise Him no matter what the circumstances, His favor will dictate what happens in our lives.
I choose joy. I choose praise. I choose God.
Go. Read John 15. Have complete joy.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
nuon, the best gaming system nobody knew about
You probably know this about me already. As I noted in this earlier post, I'm a gamer. Which is tough, because I still don't have a modern gaming system.
At the beginning of this decade/century/millenium, I rolled the dice and missed on Nuon (see the Dome for more information about what Nuon is). Nuon was a game chip produced by the now-defunct VM Laboratories to go into DVD players. A few players were produced, primarily the Toshiba SD-2300 and the Samsung N501 along with a couple of other models. It was a DVD player that was also a game system (compare to Playstation 2 which was a game system that also played DVDs). I have one Toshiba and one Samsung.
There were only 7 commercially produced games released for this system. One of those, Iron Soldier 3, was the rarest and is still very hard to get. It is the only game that I don't have. I was the 2nd highest bidder about 3 times in a row at about $60 years ago. The price skyrocketed after that and I've never gotten one. But I have had all of the others all along.
Nuon was a good system, IMHO just as good as Playstation 2. It's still the best game system I've got.
Tonight, 5 year old kcrazorback daughter asked if she could play the game with the "animals that drive the cars." The flagship game for Nuon was Merlin Racing. This game is cart racing at its best. It is a fantastic game--unfortunately, the others weren't all done with the same quality. But a quick shout out to two of those other games that were well done: Tempest 3000 is Tempest like you remember from 25 years ago and very well done while Freefall 3050 AD is unlike anything else you've ever played, is very challenging and I have not really learned to play it yet.
There is a very small number of developers cranking out homebrew games which do work on some Nuon players (not the Toshibas). There were lots of other commercial games in development at the time the system went belly up as well--who knows maybe someday some of those will be distributed. I doubt it because the folks with rights to them are out of business, but you never know.
If you find a Nuon system on the cheap (ebay, garage sale, thrift shop, whatever), grab it and find out what the rest of the world has been missing.
Meanwhile I've got to go get kcrazorback daughter more interested in gaming if we're ever going to talk mom into getting us a Wii.
At the beginning of this decade/century/millenium, I rolled the dice and missed on Nuon (see the Dome for more information about what Nuon is). Nuon was a game chip produced by the now-defunct VM Laboratories to go into DVD players. A few players were produced, primarily the Toshiba SD-2300 and the Samsung N501 along with a couple of other models. It was a DVD player that was also a game system (compare to Playstation 2 which was a game system that also played DVDs). I have one Toshiba and one Samsung.
There were only 7 commercially produced games released for this system. One of those, Iron Soldier 3, was the rarest and is still very hard to get. It is the only game that I don't have. I was the 2nd highest bidder about 3 times in a row at about $60 years ago. The price skyrocketed after that and I've never gotten one. But I have had all of the others all along.
Nuon was a good system, IMHO just as good as Playstation 2. It's still the best game system I've got.
Tonight, 5 year old kcrazorback daughter asked if she could play the game with the "animals that drive the cars." The flagship game for Nuon was Merlin Racing. This game is cart racing at its best. It is a fantastic game--unfortunately, the others weren't all done with the same quality. But a quick shout out to two of those other games that were well done: Tempest 3000 is Tempest like you remember from 25 years ago and very well done while Freefall 3050 AD is unlike anything else you've ever played, is very challenging and I have not really learned to play it yet.
There is a very small number of developers cranking out homebrew games which do work on some Nuon players (not the Toshibas). There were lots of other commercial games in development at the time the system went belly up as well--who knows maybe someday some of those will be distributed. I doubt it because the folks with rights to them are out of business, but you never know.
If you find a Nuon system on the cheap (ebay, garage sale, thrift shop, whatever), grab it and find out what the rest of the world has been missing.
Meanwhile I've got to go get kcrazorback daughter more interested in gaming if we're ever going to talk mom into getting us a Wii.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
the very scary football schedule
Sorry, unplanned sports post warning: If you know me at all, you know that for my 40+ years I have been a pig--a big one too--a gigantic University of Arkansas Razorback. I lived and breathed Hog football even before I ever went to school there (which I did and received a Master's degree in statistics 18 years ago).
There have been good teams and bad teams during all those years. But, this year's team is possibly the worst. Yeah, it doesn't make much sense to say that about a 2-0 college football team. Those two wins shouldn't count. One was a fourth-quarter come-from-behind-and-barely-hold-on-to-win heart-stopper against the Leathernecks of Div. I-AA Western Illinois. The other win was a one-point victory in the same manner against another supposedly inferior opponent--Louisiana-Monroe. Both games could have easily been losses.
IMHO, Coach Bobby Petrino does not have this Arkansas team prepared to win against the big boys. Of course it doesn't help that the Oakland Raiders and Dallas Cowboys are suddenly both better because two of the five best running backs in the country last year don't play on the same team in Fayetteville any more.
So, how will the Hogs do against the big boys? We're about to find out. Over the next four weeks, Arkansas will play the (current) AP-poll #9 (Bama), #7 (Texas), #4 (Florida) and #10 (Auburn) ranked teams back-to-back-to-back-to-back. I'll admit it. I am very scared. Four top-10 opponents in 22 days--are you kidding me?
Go Hogs! Allay my fears! A 6-0 Arkansas team this year would be the biggest suprise I can imagine. Of course, my understanding of inferential statistics doesn't allow me to be too hopeful. As soon as the next game starts, though, my optimism will overwhelm my lack of hope and the long odds and I will root hard for my team. Win or lose, I'll do the same the next week. And the next. And the next. And next year. And the year after that. You get the point.
There have been good teams and bad teams during all those years. But, this year's team is possibly the worst. Yeah, it doesn't make much sense to say that about a 2-0 college football team. Those two wins shouldn't count. One was a fourth-quarter come-from-behind-and-barely-hold-on-to-win heart-stopper against the Leathernecks of Div. I-AA Western Illinois. The other win was a one-point victory in the same manner against another supposedly inferior opponent--Louisiana-Monroe. Both games could have easily been losses.
IMHO, Coach Bobby Petrino does not have this Arkansas team prepared to win against the big boys. Of course it doesn't help that the Oakland Raiders and Dallas Cowboys are suddenly both better because two of the five best running backs in the country last year don't play on the same team in Fayetteville any more.
So, how will the Hogs do against the big boys? We're about to find out. Over the next four weeks, Arkansas will play the (current) AP-poll #9 (Bama), #7 (Texas), #4 (Florida) and #10 (Auburn) ranked teams back-to-back-to-back-to-back. I'll admit it. I am very scared. Four top-10 opponents in 22 days--are you kidding me?
Go Hogs! Allay my fears! A 6-0 Arkansas team this year would be the biggest suprise I can imagine. Of course, my understanding of inferential statistics doesn't allow me to be too hopeful. As soon as the next game starts, though, my optimism will overwhelm my lack of hope and the long odds and I will root hard for my team. Win or lose, I'll do the same the next week. And the next. And the next. And next year. And the year after that. You get the point.
Friday, September 12, 2008
children are amazing
At Barkley's annual Creativity Symposium last Friday, our CEO Brian Brooker talked to us about children. In our awful state of grownuppiness, we forget to be creative like children--to ask questions like children--to pick our noses--etc. Anyway, it was an inspiring talk that ended with 300 employees going out to the parking lot for recess--seriously, playground balls, ultimate frisbee, jumpropes, dodgeball, girls playing Miss Mary Mack...
I sometimes think that God gives us these little super-creative humans just to amaze us and remind us what is possible. My kid is ultra-creative. She doesn't let not yet knowing how to read prevent her from writing. She doesn't let potential messes stop her from creating art. In a mixed media masterpiece, she colored on the TV screen (she got in trouble for that one--parents weren't seeing through child eyes). On and on the list goes.
Her wise and beautiful mother gave her a digital camera and creative freedom on a recent walk at the park. She documented the photographer's trip on this blog post. The deer that ran by were too fast for the young photographer to shoot, however she did capture amazing images that we were too grownup to see. She took a picture of a leaf. She took a picture of a slug. She took a picture of her dad from an angle no one should be subjected to. She got down in the cattails at a park pond and took a picture through them of a fountain. She took lots of great pictures. Thankfully, she is a child.
The Greatest Creator created all of this beauty. Thankfully, He also created children (specifically this photographer) and, as an amazing gift, gave us creativity as well.
I sometimes think that God gives us these little super-creative humans just to amaze us and remind us what is possible. My kid is ultra-creative. She doesn't let not yet knowing how to read prevent her from writing. She doesn't let potential messes stop her from creating art. In a mixed media masterpiece, she colored on the TV screen (she got in trouble for that one--parents weren't seeing through child eyes). On and on the list goes.
Her wise and beautiful mother gave her a digital camera and creative freedom on a recent walk at the park. She documented the photographer's trip on this blog post. The deer that ran by were too fast for the young photographer to shoot, however she did capture amazing images that we were too grownup to see. She took a picture of a leaf. She took a picture of a slug. She took a picture of her dad from an angle no one should be subjected to. She got down in the cattails at a park pond and took a picture through them of a fountain. She took lots of great pictures. Thankfully, she is a child.
The Greatest Creator created all of this beauty. Thankfully, He also created children (specifically this photographer) and, as an amazing gift, gave us creativity as well.
Friday, September 5, 2008
old hundredth
Post #100: Wow, I didn't know I could do that. One year ago I had never written a blog post. This is my 100th--in just under a year. I never intended to keep it up. But it's been a fun outlet. I've had a couple of dry spells this year because I was very busy at work. But I hope to gradually increase the number of posts without taking it too seriously as a goal.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
last swim of summer
It's an early fall in Kansas City. Unusually mild temps in August are leading to some colorful trees already. I wonder if we're maybe a month ahead of our typical color schedule.
Our family swims every summer--a lot. Kcrazorback wife and daughter are both excellent swimmers and I can make a relatively large splash. We have a pool in our homeowner's association that we use almost daily during summer. We also have a membership to the city's two pool complexes (think small water parks).
For a month now, the water in the pools has been a little chilly. Usually, it's like a hot tub in August, but not this year. We've had the place to ourselves on a number of occasions because our neighbors apparently prefer to swim in warmer water. Oh well, more for us.
Now that September is here, though, the water temperature and the air temperature both appear to be headed down. We're pretty sure this is the last week before they shut the pools down for the season.
Last night, we went swimming as a family. Already, a cold front from Canada was moving in and since then rainy remnants from Gustav have moved into KC. We won't be able to swim today. I suspect that we won't be able to swim again this summer. It's gone.
Goodbye swimming. We'll see you again in May.
Our family swims every summer--a lot. Kcrazorback wife and daughter are both excellent swimmers and I can make a relatively large splash. We have a pool in our homeowner's association that we use almost daily during summer. We also have a membership to the city's two pool complexes (think small water parks).
For a month now, the water in the pools has been a little chilly. Usually, it's like a hot tub in August, but not this year. We've had the place to ourselves on a number of occasions because our neighbors apparently prefer to swim in warmer water. Oh well, more for us.
Now that September is here, though, the water temperature and the air temperature both appear to be headed down. We're pretty sure this is the last week before they shut the pools down for the season.
Last night, we went swimming as a family. Already, a cold front from Canada was moving in and since then rainy remnants from Gustav have moved into KC. We won't be able to swim today. I suspect that we won't be able to swim again this summer. It's gone.
Goodbye swimming. We'll see you again in May.
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